Countless hours writing and re-writing what I think I represent while still being interesting enough to the outside world. The truth is, I am who I am. People will either like me, my posts, my blogs, my tweets etc. or they won’t. I need to accept that not everyone will like me. I may not become the most popular in my niche and I am ok with that. This is something I have always struggled with. The need to be perfect. The need to have everyone like me.
I suffer from Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I won’t go into detail with that now, but every day I learn that there are many people out there that suffer from the same condition. I would love to hear about it if you suffer from it too!
When I made the decision to start blogging, I knew that it was going to be a feat. Constantly questioning if what I have wrote will be well accepted. Numerous drafts sitting, waiting to be published but the need to make them bigger and better holds me back from pressing that publish button. I am working on this.